Woke up today after a nightmare. It was my Mum and my partner in my dream. My Mum is really inappropriate with men (and my partners). I’ve never called her on it as I would be made out to be a liar or crazy. I know this as every time I try to express my… Continue reading An insight into more confusion!
So, I’ve realised I’m not really getting some of my needs met in my relationship. He’s a great guy and very loving and caring. He’s wants to be able to be there for me. The problem is because of the abuse in a relationship of “love” I’ve learned to put my feelings last. So if… Continue reading Confused and Fuzzy
So, about the not trusting what I believe. I’ve just posted about how I think my partner is great… but do I?! When it comes to emotions and what I think I find trusting my own opinion so incredibly difficult. As a person I constantly to and fro, working out what I think (or not… Continue reading Is it me, or them?
So, I’m sure that I have many other things to write about…. but oh shit, this seems important again. So I’ve mentioned this great guy who I’m with that is making an effort to understand what I’m going through and try to be supportive. Well right now I’m angry at him for not understanding me… Continue reading Oh shit, relationships again.
Not only am I finding friendships and acquaintances difficult at times, my intimate relationships are impacted too. I’ve been with my current partner for about 9 months. I’ve recently let him know about the abuse and how I’ve been feeling. That in itself has been difficult but luckily I’ve been able to source him some… Continue reading Managing in relationships: My Partner
Hmmm, well this is a tough one. I have a massive well of emotions inside me which I’ve effectively hidden since around 12 years old (but possibly before as I have no memory of lots of my childhood) These emotions keep overwhelming me now (at 34 years old)… I was abused by my Grandfather and… Continue reading Where to Start
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